The Wounded Society

Volitional Ability

feeds@yuku.com (Lllizard) — Tue, 11 Aug 2009 12:45:54 GMT

My counselor thinks that because I've made so many adaptions to please others (and avoid rejection) that I have lost some of my volitional ability. She says that volitional ability helps define our personal moral boundaries, and is what makes us different. This was brought up at the very end of the counseling session, so there wasn't time for further discussion. I'm suppose to google "volitional ability", but there is not much to see. I'll try some more, but if...

Forgiveness??

feeds@yuku.com (ChaoticKittie) — Wed, 25 Feb 2009 18:45:12 GMT

As Christians we are suppose to forgive those who hurt us. I do not do this very well. I tend to hold grudges against people for a very long time. There is this guy that my husband did work for who cheated us out of money. In fact he caused so much damaged to us financially that he is the sole cause of all of our financial problems. Because of him we nearly lost our house and all that we have. And now even though we are slowly rebuilding our lives we are still receiving fall out from what he...

God and Mental Illness

feeds@yuku.com (hidden goth) — Sat, 03 Jan 2009 19:00:13 GMT

First offf let me tell you all without shame...and that is what this thread is about.....i suffer from bipolar disorder. i have since the age of 18. i am doing well with the help of a great doctor and great friends. but the lord has layed it on my heart to let you all know that having a mental illness is nothing to be ashamed of. it can be hard to live with but we can lift each other up. there is more to come just this was layed on my heart to...

Crap! A Rant About Crap And Self-Pitty

feeds@yuku.com (ChaoticKittie) — Mon, 03 Nov 2008 06:37:21 GMT

I so wish I was someone else. Why does this crap have to happen to us all the time? I see happy people around me all the time and I think how lucky they are that they are not me. I wish I could just become them. Anybody except me! Yeah it sucks to be me. I have no freaken control over anything thing in my life! There was nothing I could have done to stop any of this from happening. I so so want to go back in time just to see if I could fix things. But even if I did go back in...

Bad news from the doctor

feeds@yuku.com (Lllizard) — Fri, 12 Sep 2008 19:42:39 GMT

To get straight to the point, I found out today that I have colon cancer. I'll go see a specialist on Monday and find out more.

Suddenly I feel like I have no future. I kind of thought and hoped I'd have another 30 years. Now I wonder if I'll have 5 years. My goals and the way I wanted to spend my time was a little different when I thought I'd have 30 years. Now I wonder if I have time left to do anything worth while, any thing of permanent value. Would I...

What is happening to loyalty???

feeds@yuku.com (Lllizard) — Wed, 13 Aug 2008 18:46:28 GMT

My sister's husband is having an affair. It makes me so mad. They've been married at least 35 years. I feel like everywhere I look people are being dis-loyal and going to someone else rather than figuring out how to make their relationship better. I really have been angry all day - and sad too.

I miss my beloved one

feeds@yuku.com (DarkMoonDying) — Mon, 11 Aug 2008 13:30:34 GMT

If anyone has time and would like to pray for my beloved and I? We have been together for almost two years and we have a great relation and we are really made for each other. The only problem is the fact that we live far away from each other. I miss him.

Thank...

I hate it all...

feeds@yuku.com (ChaoticKittie) — Mon, 21 Apr 2008 12:06:24 GMT
I feel as if I am going to explode inside. I really hate my life. I don't want to be me. I have never wanted to be me. I hate this world. I hate that I was ever born into it. I'm sick of it all.

Im Being Sued

feeds@yuku.com (ChaoticKittie) — Sun, 13 Apr 2008 17:09:40 GMT
Just when I thought life was getting a little better I get a notice that I am being sued by a credit card company. After all the crap I have gone through over the past year now this! I am being pushed closer and closer to the edge.

Need some prayer.

feeds@yuku.com (BloodAngel) — Tue, 01 Apr 2008 07:23:44 GMT
Hello folks. Last night the wife and I got into it a bit, well, more she said something that cut me pretty deep. I dwelt on it for a bit since I couldn't get to sleep. I started to have thoughts I haven't had in a while. I used to be a cutter. Last night I thought about starting again. What really got me was that she knew I got out of bed and she did nothing. She had rather sleep than discuss a problem! That really got me fired up. We talked a bit about it this morning, and some things got...

More about me.

feeds@yuku.com (SilverKiss122) — Fri, 28 Dec 2007 13:11:41 GMT
Before I die... I need to experience the full range of human emotion. I need to be free to serve those that I love and trust, and feel appreciation for it. I want to climb a mountain, swim in the ocean, run through a forest and frolic in the rain. I need adventure and surprises. I want to learn all that I can, not just from books, but by experience. I want to travel around the world. I need bubble baths, massages and smiles. I want to experience every form of real pain, I want to watch...

Oh my, what should I think?

feeds@yuku.com (micreusa) — Tue, 20 Nov 2007 15:28:13 GMT

what do u think

feeds@yuku.com (phenix stormcloud) — Sun, 18 Nov 2007 18:47:35 GMT
ok there is this guy who livs hear, and this is the 3rd time he said this to me. "did u get enough food? dont want to wory about u." now i know this sounds inosent even caring but. im not a small girl i way 226 pounds (and yes im hapy with my wait) so i normaly have a rather larg super (to night it was half a box of mack&cheese half a can of corn and 2 cans of tuna) no every meal is not that big just super.

so taking that into consideration joke or not i think what he...

Propositioned.

feeds@yuku.com (SilverKiss122) — Wed, 14 Nov 2007 15:02:48 GMT
I'm told that every one has a price. I don't believe that. There is this rich older gentlemen that has been making offers to me to clean his house either in full sexy French maid getup or in the nude. Apparently, his wife has agreed that, if he can convince me, for Christmas they will pay me $1000 to clean for 10 Min in the nude. I told him I wasn't for sale but he keeps bringing it up. I don't think he understands that I am in a happy relationship and I wouldn't do anything to jeopardize...

Job hunting

feeds@yuku.com (Lllizard) — Sat, 22 Sep 2007 19:01:44 GMT
I have an interview on Monday.

It would be a good firm I think. They actually give thanks to God on their web site. Plus they do high quality work.

But... they have a full time position and I want to be able to meet my daughter's bus. And they are "looking for someone who is early in their career", which means young. I'm early in that I only have 3-4 years experience before retiring to raise children, but I'm not young.

I'm beginning to get the feeling that...

Slipping Away

feeds@yuku.com (ChaoticKittie) — Fri, 21 Sep 2007 18:21:20 GMT
I feel myself slipping away from my faith. I still believe in God but it seems as though my faith is slipping away. I feel myself being afraid and even though I read about trusting God in the Bible; and people around me tell me to trust God. The truth is is that I really don't. I know that I should. I don't want to lose my faith. I can't picture my life without God in it. But I feel myself being pulled away. What is wrong with me!

Hey

feeds@yuku.com (ChaoticKittie) — Thu, 13 Sep 2007 17:53:35 GMT
Do you ever just feel like God doesn't care? I'm in a bit of a mood, sorry.

the pc is being stupid

feeds@yuku.com (phenix stormcloud) — Sat, 01 Sep 2007 21:33:48 GMT
:"> oh im so irritated. for munths now the pc has been acting up. sometimes it wont come off of stand by. others the light turns on but nothing happens. then at others the pc will come on the the moniter will come on but the curser won't move. on most of the days it dose deside to work, it will freez randomly because it feals like it. or it will freez when im trying to chat...

My Family tree is having a Meltdown.

feeds@yuku.com (SilverKiss122) — Mon, 20 Aug 2007 06:45:26 GMT
My Grandmother is in the hospital... she is having heart and breathing problems.

While my sister was visiting her she started going into early labor... Luckily they gave her a bunch of medicine to stop her contractions but she is already dialated 1. She isn't due for another two and a half months... She was sent home and put on bed rest but ended up back in the hospital the next night... that's what she gets for smoking when she is preg.

And... another one of my relatives just...

please pray

feeds@yuku.com (Hiros Angel) — Thu, 19 Jul 2007 16:37:12 GMT
I don't have time at the moment to give all the details, but I am copying the following directly from my myspace blog ... I will try and fill you guys in on the details as soon as i get the chance! 'til then ...

No one is an island ... the choices we make, in some way, effect the people around us. The system, though intended to be helpful, all to often ends...